I won't forget today.

I had a big fight with my dad. My dad almost beat me today. He said I had looked down on him after he had worked and paid money for my studies. I was crying like a baby today. I had never think that before. I'm working really hard is not for myself. Why i want to work so hard? Is because for you all. I can't stand to see you got bullied by other friends as they tried to use you. I see you always work even your leg is pain and barely can walk. the most i can't stand is you vent your anger on my mother when you feel moody due to work. how to solve all this? Yes if i am capable of supporting you all so you all don't need to work. you think i don't want a relationship now? i can get one if i want. but i choose not to. so i can commit more time to my work and further studies. so i can earn more next time to support you all. you think i like to do all this? i'm still doing work on sat and sun even is just my first week of work. but all i get is i potrayed to him that i looked down on him. yes i didn't respect you this time. so did you respect my mum? ask her to help u wash leg when my mum just did eye operation and she needs ample rest? talk about respect. thanks blog. you are always hear for me when i needed someone.