I won't forget today.
I had a big fight with my dad.
My dad almost beat me today.
He said I had looked down on him after he had worked and paid money for my studies.
I was crying like a baby today.
I had never think that before.
I'm working really hard is not for myself.
Why i want to work so hard?
Is because for you all.
I can't stand to see you got bullied by other friends as they tried to use you.
I see you always work even your leg is pain and barely can walk.
the most i can't stand is you vent your anger on my mother when you feel moody due to work.
how to solve all this?
Yes if i am capable of supporting you all so you all don't need to work.
you think i don't want a relationship now?
i can get one if i want.
but i choose not to.
so i can commit more time to my work and further studies.
so i can earn more next time to support you all.
you think i like to do all this?
i'm still doing work on sat and sun even is just my first week of work.
but all i get is i potrayed to him that i looked down on him.
yes i didn't respect you this time. so did you respect my mum?
ask her to help u wash leg when my mum just did eye operation and she needs ample rest?
talk about respect.
thanks blog. you are always hear for me when i needed someone.