Expense!

Ahhhh!
I'm so poor now.

If i tell you my bank account left 0. Will anyone believe?
Yep it's really 0.
But my saviour aka mum put back 500 just to prevent the bank charge.
Hais I feel so bad to her that she need to keep 'wipe my backside'.

Sometime i feel like telling my buddies what really happen that my money keep missing.
But i scare when i tell them, they will feel i'm boasting on how generous or whatever i am.
I really don't want them to feel so.
So i'm in dilemma whether to tell them that i'm really not finacial capable at the moment.

I guess my decision is no. i won't tell them. haha. maybe until they ask.

But i doubt anyone will read here cause it's been so long since i last blogged.
Even if you see this post, i guess just let fate play its part bah hahaha.

There will be an upcoming steamboat event.
hais $$ again.

Actually i really don't want to go cause i'm really trying not to spend.
But then i don't really want to dissappoint them time and time again.

Hais i guess need to open my angbao money already which is meant for not to be opened for good luck and supertitious stuff like that.

ahh heckcare already la.

just enjoy the gathering can le.
hope it's a good one. (:


Reflection : Money is secondary. Friendship is primary.

Comparison

Hais.. i don't know why people like to compare?

I mean if you choose this road then don't compare with others how much harder is your life?

And you never really try experience the life others are experiencing how you know they have a much easier life?

People like to think i'm childish.

Why not say you guys are not mature enough?

How can you compare things that are two different world?

Some more, you didn't even experience the life of the ppl you are comparing?

What are you to judge that yours are much harder?

Lame..

Only know how to whine.