My Reflection

Candid

2012-01-29T22:43:00.001+08:00

Am i too candid some time?

But i don't like to hide stuff. ==

ARGH!!!

Assumption

2012-01-24T12:40:00.003+08:00

Sometime talking to adult can be quite irritating.
They like to assume we don't know alot of things.

It's true that we don't know alot of things.
But that's doesn't mean we don't know everything.
We know life ahead is very tough. It's beyond imaginable at the moment.

But we haven't stepped in to the working society.
What's make you think we can't handle the stress?
Why not believe in us and let us try handling it then you start commenting about it when we actually need some help when we are lost?

You can't handle doesn't mean we can't handle.

I find i'm really petty when come to such things.
I hate ppl that assume that i don't know when i actually did considered about what they have said.
And they like to keep bombard their experience when i really know its gonna be so damn hard in future.

In the end, what we actually need?
We need ppl who believe in us and support us in everything we do.

After all, the key to the answer lies within our heart; our future lies within in our hand.

We know what we want best.
Not what you think you want best for us.

So guys, if you come across such things, don't dampened by what they say.
Even you failed, at least you had tried.

Learning pointers:

On a personal note, maybe i should have a learning attitude and write down their experiences in a handybook so that when i plan my life i can better foresee any other factors that might pose a threat.
But sometime i forget that i'm too stubborn, petty and not flexible enough.
Yeah i will change for the better to be more humble in life.

Emo Emo

2012-01-18T13:15:00.001+08:00

No meaning in life.

Stress

2012-01-14T19:38:00.004+08:00

Sometime i really feel i have made a bad choice in doing accountancy.

1)Long working hour.
2)High gross pay? Nah. We are really cheap labour if you use the pay/no.of working hours.
3)Super competitive
4)The most critical factor is i'm going to fight ricebowl with students who score all As in 'A' Level and at least 3.8 to 4 GPA in Poly graduated from local university.
How to outsmart this kind of people.
5)I need to further my studies maybe for 10 yrs more?
6)Social life will be really affected aka no time for friends or family.

I want a wife leh. How to find with such hectic life when all my free time will be used to study next time ==... lol..

Ok i'm whining! But not to anyone but to the blog.

I'm not going to give up though haha cause I want my family to have a more comfortable life.

JIAYOU JEREMY! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

EXTREMELY IRRITATED

2012-01-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

I WILL SETTLE MY OWN PROBLEM MYSELF NEXT TIME.
HAD TO STOP RELYING ON OTHERS.
CAN"T WAIT TILL WORKING SO I AM FINANCIALLY CAPABLE TO DO EVERYTHING BY MYSELF.

NOT GOING TO COMMUNICATE WITH HER WITH PROBLEMS AGAIN.
I KNOW SHE GOING TO ASK *** DOWN SO SHE CAN SAVE HER FACE.
SHE NEVER ADMIT WHERE SHE IS WRONG AND EVERYONE OTHER THAN HER IS WRONG.
REALLY CAN"T STAND IT.

My Resolution

2012-01-02T14:21:00.001+08:00

-Money
-Good Grades
-Hope everyone stay fit and healthy
-Meet the right one? LOL.

Expense!

2011-12-29T00:51:00.005+08:00

Ahhhh!
I'm so poor now.

If i tell you my bank account left 0. Will anyone believe?
Yep it's really 0.
But my saviour aka mum put back 500 just to prevent the bank charge.
Hais I feel so bad to her that she need to keep 'wipe my backside'.

Sometime i feel like telling my buddies what really happen that my money keep missing.
But i scare when i tell them, they will feel i'm boasting on how generous or whatever i am.
I really don't want them to feel so.
So i'm in dilemma whether to tell them that i'm really not finacial capable at the moment.

I guess my decision is no. i won't tell them. haha. maybe until they ask.

But i doubt anyone will read here cause it's been so long since i last blogged.
Even if you see this post, i guess just let fate play its part bah hahaha.

There will be an upcoming steamboat event.
hais $$ again.

Actually i really don't want to go cause i'm really trying not to spend.
But then i don't really want to dissappoint them time and time again.

Hais i guess need to open my angbao money already which is meant for not to be opened for good luck and supertitious stuff like that.

ahh heckcare already la.

just enjoy the gathering can le.
hope it's a good one. (:

Reflection : Money is secondary. Friendship is primary.

Comparison

2011-12-16T12:09:00.004+08:00

Hais.. i don't know why people like to compare?

I mean if you choose this road then don't compare with others how much harder is your life?

And you never really try experience the life others are experiencing how you know they have a much easier life?

People like to think i'm childish.

Why not say you guys are not mature enough?

How can you compare things that are two different world?

Some more, you didn't even experience the life of the ppl you are comparing?

What are you to judge that yours are much harder?

Lame..

Only know how to whine.

Reminder to Self 1

2011-11-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

要开心，就要先学会看的开。

Reality

2011-11-30T11:53:00.004+08:00

郁可唯 - 好朋友只是朋友

作词：黄婷
作曲：徐伟铭

听你说什么我都很快乐
接近你连影子都微笑着
几千只纸鹤你都耐心地陪着我折
却怎么都折不掉那道无形的隔阂

越懂你陪着你就越寂寞
灵魂那么美我却碰不得
感觉再炽热也不能让飞蛾去扑火
靠近你的梦难道就能不是我

好朋友只是朋友
还是朋友不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后
就一个人走无所求

好朋友只是朋友
只能保留一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由

认识你也许我就足够了
缘分的深浅我都不管了
可能你感动也看不见我心如刀割
哪怕很痛过至少就不算错过
好朋友只是朋友还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后就一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由

爱人不是最好的朋友
朋友再好也不能牵手
感情在天平两头谁都怕太沉重
好朋友只是朋友还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后还是一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由

Haha this song is so true.
Not only in love relationship but also in friendship.

人都是自私的...